Their paths crossed on the night of the full moon, which seemed like fate. Connection undeniable. It’s as if they were both gazing into a mirror when peering into each other’s eyes. She could feel his brokenness but could see his gentle soul. He was still blind.
She had been broken, but wasn’t incapable. Her empathic self had built walls over time. As did he. Walls that they both had a hard time breaking down. She craved a love she thought he was able to provide. However, the Universe had other plans.
He could sense her sadness & pain, and opened his heart the best way he knew how. Her wall was up, but a door was unlocked. Her heart was screaming from the other side to trying to let him in, but her Ego wouldn’t budge. His wall grew bigger, and the door suddenly locked. She was left confused.
The warrior she was couldn’t give up, she refused. She casted a rope filled with love, apologies, and remorse. He grabbed ahold with a forceful anguish. He was still broken. Her energy had opened up a painful door he wasn’t used to, and all he could do was run. That was never her intention. She never wanted to bring him pain & confusion. But he wasn’t ready to bear those demons, or let someone fight those battles with him. Neither did she.
Through the battle, she realized the war was simply a mirror. He was her vision into her own self- she was fighting a similar war within & always found a way to shut others out. It always blows up, she learned. As much as the aftermath hurts, and the ripple effect will take time to heal, one of her battles was won. She had overcome, and followed the light.
I’m going to keep it very real for a moment. The past week or so, I’ve been in the slums. I’ve reached yet another low in my life & again am having a hard time digging myself out. And of course, when you’re down, you can’t help but think about the past. It’s in those moments that I pick myself back up a little bit. Because I sit there and remember where I really was just a few months ago- mentally and physically. The battle today would seem impossible to the girl 5 months ago. The girl 5 months ago would have given up a long time ago. The woman today may feel stuck, she may feel lost, confused.. But there’s a flame of hope that’s only grown stronger. I may need to take a mental day every now and then, but I refuse to completely give up. And I know the girl from 5 months ago would be more than proud to know that. I’m a warrior.
Shattered really. The shift of seasons has taken effect again, and the ship has begun to sink. When the world around refuses to be aware, the ship continues to sink. The ship shall continue to sail, even though it’s body is being drug to the ocean floor. The ship feels full, more full than what it originally carries. Again, the ship floats with the waves. Because the ship has a destination to reach.
Fluorite ✨ this enchanting crystal is great for healing & cleansing. It’s perfect for balancing & clarity. Feeling alone? This crystal is good for protection. ➰➰ Chakras: heart & throat ➰➰ remember to note the energies that are flowing through you. Let peace flush through your veins and hope flood your brain. 🙏🏼 much love!
On the outside, a gift can appear wrapped and hidden. Some gifts are large, some are small. There are gifts that are even more appealing to the eyes then others. But it isn’t until you unwrap the gift that you suddenly know the true value of that gift. It’s ultimately what’s behind all the wrapping what means the most- not the size, color, or wrapping.
I would just like to take a moment, and thank EACH and EVERY person (all strangers!) who has followed my blog. YOU are what keeps me writing, sharing my photography, and simply creating. My passion behind all of this is guided by love & intention, and to share it with whoever cares to view it. And people do. To those who have viewed my blog, shared posts, and liked what you saw- this shoutout is for you, too. I’m grateful, blessed, and loved.
Peace, love, and happiness 💞
I’m a person of now- I want change now. I want things to happen now. I’m impatient, and I can never seem to sit back, relax, and simply wait. However, this characteristic of mine hurts me, because I forget to appreciate what’s happening now. The current. I don’t always realize the purpose of why things haven’t occurred yet, or why something hasn’t changed. Well I know why- it’s because I’m simply not ready.